An unfinished stream-of-consciousness.




Two discussions from therapy

February 17th 2025


Unapologetically myself

January 25th 2025


Scientific discovery is limited by the physical world

January 21st 2025


They buried my grandfather in a goatee

January 15th 2025


Burn strong, burn fast, burn out

December 18th 2024


Sustainable detachment

December 9th 2024


A database that runs code

December 7th 2024


Making music as a template for work

December 1st 2024


Approaches to NLP

November 28th 2024


Robotics

November 23rd 2024


There's no substitute for learning about something

November 18th 2024


Parts of her

November 17th 2024


Writing out thoughts

November 17th 2024


Attached

November 14th 2024


Powerless

November 13th 2024


Sadness points us in a direction

November 12th 2024


Meaning in suffering

November 11th 2024


Why not feel good?

November 5th 2024


Random thoughts

November 1st 2024


Purpose in technology

October 26th 2024


Language: No free lunch

October 20th 2024


Small projects

September 22nd 2024


I felt stuck

September 20th 2024


My brief escapade back into dating: too fast and too soon

September 8th 2024


Growing up

September 7th 2024


Work that doesn't look like work

September 6th 2024


Some truths can only be communicated via jokes

September 6th 2024


Other people can do it for me

September 4th 2024


Years

August 26th 2024


Reverence

August 7th 2024


HN & Reddit

July 27th 2024


Jury's still out

July 26th 2024


I’d give a lot to be with someone like her

July 19th 2024


A sky with nothing beyond it

July 15th 2024


Another stream of consciousness

July 4th 2024


My number 1 purpose in life

July 3rd 2024


Feeling bad about feeling bad is half the challenge

July 3rd 2024


Break glass in case of burnout: Part II

June 24th 2024


In case I forgot

June 23rd 2024


When I wasn't looking

June 22nd 2024


I’ve gotten really good at managing myself

June 15th 2024


Hey it’s ok that you don’t want to be with me

June 15th 2024


Instability

June 12th 2024


I'm taking the long way home

June 11th 2024


Desire to be famous

June 10th 2024


I'm a flower

June 10th 2024


Working at companies

June 6th 2024


Time travel

June 3rd 2024


Can I blame us

June 3rd 2024


Reminding myself why I'm working a day job

May 31st 2024


Summers come and summers go

May 29th 2024


Positive energy

May 28th 2024


Happiness is different for everyone

May 28th 2024


The mental cost of emotion

May 28th 2024


Post-vacation satisfaction

May 28th 2024


Regarding the trap of minimalism, simple living, and lifestyle blogs

May 25th 2024


Mental energy

May 24th 2024


I have a real envy problem

May 24th 2024


A giant carrot at the end of a long stick

May 23rd 2024


The best things in life can’t be rushed

May 21st 2024


Am I going crazy

May 15th 2024


Things that took me a while to figure out I didn’t really want

May 15th 2024


Grunt work

May 13th 2024


AI-complete

May 12th 2024


Music

May 12th 2024


A new philosophy for work

May 6th 2024


The future of search engines will be mostly about licensing

May 6th 2024


Pressure to do things

April 28th 2024


What I'm doing here

April 24th 2024


Stuff is stuff

April 17th 2024


Pleased with you

April 16th 2024


How to learn patterns

April 16th 2024


An overactive dopamine system

April 16th 2024


Hot takes about software engineering

April 15th 2024


I am who I am

April 15th 2024


Life by life

April 15th 2024


For the better

April 14th 2024


Break glass in case of burnout

April 11th 2024


Buzzing in circles

April 10th 2024


Mental clutter

March 31th 2024


Simple pleasures are the best pleasures

March 15th 2024


Effort, reward, rest

March 10th 2024


To whomever needs to know

March 10th 2024


Cutting the clutter out of my life

March 4th 2024


General purpose robotics will be largely hidden from us

February 26th 2024


The trap of minimalism, simple living, and lifestyle blogs

February 22nd 2024


All this talk about AI hardware

February 18th 2024


Tests of good code

February 16th 2024


A fuzzy line

February 16th 2024


AI hasn’t had its Copernicus moment yet

February 15th 2024


The guiding principle behind software

February 12th 2024


A natural defense mechanism

February 11th 2024


Perfectionism is a lie

February 9th 2024


I got annoyed at technology

February 7th 2024


All the more reason why it doesn’t matter where I will live

February 6th 2024


Tell her

February 5th 2024


How did I manage to strike such a balance?

February 5th 2024


Giving up

February 2nd 2024


It's all the same

January 24th 2024


I don't want to explain myself

January 24th 2024


Why modern software engineering is so bad

January 23rd 2024


I'm not wasting time

January 21st 2024


On disconnecting myself from the internet

January 21st 2024


Shame, betrayal, and losing a friend

January 6th 2024


Lessons learned

January 4th 2024


Dopamine lies to you

January 4th 2024


The myth of the hardware lottery

January 4th 2024


A belly laugh

December 31st 2023


My simple static site development process

December 28th 2023


How to avoid burnout

December 27th 2023


Writing is difficult

December 27th 2023


Prestige

December 27th 2023


What I wish software development looked like

December 26th 2023


Thoughts on artificial intelligence

December 22nd 2023


Reinterpreting the ten commandments

December 17th 2023


Knowledge as an artifact of a world model

December 11th 2023


A note on mental health

December 11th 2023


Why would anyone ever do a startup

December 6th 2023


The benefits of good code

November 10th 2023


Let go of your ambitions

October 13th 2023


I don't need to feel pleasure all the time

October 11th 2023


A lesson I've been learning from all different parts of life

October 7th 2023